The daily routine is a silent killer. You are somewhere in the city, meeting with a thousand undesirable people, their faces insult you with their existence.
Do you wish to see a beggar who asks you money, drunk kid who is crawling with a bottle of wine in his hand or a poor old granny with vegetables in bags, asking desperately who will help her to carry her burden?
No, for sure you will wish a young girl who will bring you a cocktail with cheery or man with muscles who will do unforgettable massage. Or you wish to swim in the swimming pool where only you have access.
The biggest freedom is indeed financial freedom. When you don't need a tram to get on time because your driver will take you. When you don't need to share your office with the old boring hag and wake up in 6 in the morning, to catch the bus where the driver will listen to terrible folk music. When your neighbors will not ring on your doors at the moment you just came from work. this world which you created is much better than reality because here you follow your own rules.
Fantasy and reality are in eternal conflict. One world you will need to survive, and other you will need to stay normal and balanced. Dreams will feed you in critical moments.
Sometimes cruel reality breaks people. They leave in mental hospitality, drink alcohol or even take drugs. Frustrations are sometimes too big and nerves can't handle this.
I know a woman who orders daily pills for nerves just to handle reality. She is smoking and drinking and this cocktail of vices is her defense.
If you feel that you are tired of life, listen to loud music just to block sounds of screaming kids in your neighborhood.
If you feel that you are tired of life, listen to loud music just to block sounds of screaming kids in your neighborhood.
Each of us has own twilight zone. We can walk into the edge of reality. We should be careful. Once when you step out of a safe zone, everything is possible. Maybe you win the lottery game so you will be rich and the creator of your dream life. Maybe your investment can bring you more money, so you are a step closer to your realization.
Walking drunk, get high or complain about your unhappy life will not get you any result. You will crawl as the snail, surrounded by a misty curtain, created by your unfilled wishes.
Walking drunk, get high or complain about your unhappy life will not get you any result. You will crawl as the snail, surrounded by a misty curtain, created by your unfilled wishes.